No More Mountains

I am generally a depressed old git. I hate being alone. But not more than being married. Having responsibilities and to have to listen to people is a drag. If I wanted drag, Id get the marlboro's out or the old tiara. Hmmm. Xmas is a horrible invention. All that merry making and good cheer. I cant stand it. Because I am, lets face it, a scrooge. A lookback at this year, seems uneventful. Went to Mount Kinabalu but didnt get all the way. What a loser! But there are some nice pix.

Watched Angels in America. God, it is a brilliant piece of work. Must watch again. V funny. V epic. Mike Nichols is a genius. It sort of inspired me to make a movie. I mean to actually do something about it.

That said, My Pet Project is underway. But I cannot afford to pay my Personal Assistant. Sigh! Havent really talked to anyone about it. But will do soon.

Had a semi-midlife crises this year. The road this year has been a bumpy one. Nearly died in an accident. My car was completely totalled. Brilliant. I got a new Perdana. V nice.

Got promoted which is not that great after all. But I deserved something. Anything.

My parents got into an auto accident too. Brilliant. I didnt go and see them because I am useless. I am soo going to hell for this. Amongst other things. This year has been v stressful and I have officially started smoking. Again.

Wet dreams: OK Sex has never been my strong point and I avoid discussing it at all cost. But this year's best dream has got to be recorded for posterity: the one where I open my wallet to find only condoms and ending with me screaming "What the hell am I suppose to do with these???!!!"

My Pet Project

I have decided to update my address book. I have been doing this on and off because I kind of wanted to be kept updated with what is happening with my friends, family and relatives. So, here I have this huge address book but I never call anyone. Because quite frankly, I am somewhat embarassed with what little I have accomplished over the years. I mean, Malaysians are becoming world number one champions, swimming across the English Channel, and any day now someone is going into space. At the very least, they are moving ahead in their careers, getting married and raising a family. I have never done any of those things. Its pathetic.

As I looked through my address book, I started thinking: Whatever happened to Satok, Matt, Hoi Kian? They must be leading very busy lives. At least that is my excuse for not contacting my friends. Ever since the awful accident, I started wondering if my time is almost up. [I didnt catch Final Destination, but I did see FD2- Kinda freaky!]. And it eventually meant asking myself: What am I doing here? I guess the best way to answer that is to look around and ask people what they think Life (or Death if youre morbid) is all about.

So, get ready. Here I come.